Incongruity: Archive

Dec 31st

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I am constantly reminded of why I'm such a...

Fuck it. Just, fuck it. If there’s something I want to work out, it doesn’t. It’s some fucking law of the universe that things will never ever go my way, not even once. Everything I look forward to somehow gets canceled or stopped or ruined. Fuck optimism. It gets me nowhere. I don’t know why I bother to get me hopes up for anything anymore.

Dec 30th

tourist-trap-deactivated2011062 asked: -__________________________________________-

Dec 30th

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Dec 30th

Dec 29th

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Song of the Day Day 38: ~~~~~~~ Song: Hate...

Dec 29th

tourist-trap-deactivated2011062 asked: Smile(:

Dec 29th

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tourist-trap-deactivated2011062 asked: Smile(:

Dec 29th

Anonymous asked: So sorry you feel that way. I don't know you either, but I think you have a really cool tumblr-blog and you seem like a nice person :) I hope you feel better soon, because you deserve to have a good life and to be happy!

Dec 28th

Anonymous asked: So sorry you feel that way. I don't know you either, but I think you have a really cool tumblr-blog and you seem like a nice person :) I hope you feel better soon, because you deserve to have a good life and to be happy!

Dec 28th

Anonymous asked: I don't know you like at all, but it would make a difference to me if you left.

Dec 28th

Anonymous asked: I don't know you like at all, but it would make a difference to me if you left.

Dec 28th

I don't matter to anyone or anything.

I am a failure, a loser, and a complete and total waste of space. I could disappear and it wouldn’t make the slightest bit of difference to anyone. I haven’t been this close to crying in awhile. Goodnight.

Dec 28th

I hate having random shitty moods.

Dec 28th

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reblog if you're not tumblr famous

Dec 28th

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Song of the Day Day 37: ~~~~~~~ Song: Less...

Dec 27th

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Just had deja vu whilst listening to "Hate...

Dec 27th

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I spent twenty minutes on the phone with you

And just like that, I feel fine again

Dec 27th

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I'm actually kinda depressed right now.

And I hate it. I haven’t felt his way since before Thanksgiving break. It sucks.

Dec 27th

I don't even know why I get my hopes up for...

Dec 27th

Merry Christmas all.

Or Chrismahanuquanzaka, if that’s more your thing :D

Dec 25th

tourist-trap-deactivated2011062 asked: Happy Christmas (:

Dec 25th

tourist-trap-deactivated2011062 asked: Happy Christmas (:

Dec 25th

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Dec 24th

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Today was just an off day

I felt fairly agitated the entire day, and I was quick to annoyance. I don’t know why. I feel kinda weird right now. Kinda like I’m crashing. I dunno. Chances are it’ll be gone tomorrow, what with it being Christmas Eve and all.

Dec 24th

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Dec 21st

103 notes

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Song of the Day Day 36: ~~~~~~~ Song:...

Dec 19th

Sometimes I wonder if I'm not too nice for my own...

Dec 18th

It's good to be home

Dec 18th

Dec 17th

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Dec 17th

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Never pick sides, never choose between two. But I...

Dec 17th

SEMESTER'S OVER

WOOT WOOT BITCHES. Let the shenanigans begin…at seven o’clock tonight when I finally get home.

Dec 17th

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Hellsing abridged

Alucard: Huh? Suddenly it reeks of hypocrisy in here.  Oh, if it isn't the Catholic Church.  And what's this? No little Timmy glued to your crotch.  Progress.
Anderson: Ahh and look at what we have here.  A bloody heathen.
Alucard: Excuse me. But I'm a fuck-mothering vampire.  I killed A LOT of people to get this title; I deserve to be called such.

Dec 17th

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It's not rape if you yell 'surprise'

Dec 16th

Anonymous asked: You're amazing and beautiful. And I love your blog a lot. I wish for you to be happy. I wonder if I could make you happier.

Dec 16th

Anonymous asked: You're amazing and beautiful. And I love your blog a lot. I wish for you to be happy. I wonder if I could make you happier.

Dec 16th

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I had a feeling once, that you and I could tell...

Dec 16th

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Song of the Day Day 34: ~~~~~~~ Song: Giving...

Dec 16th

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Day Ten: One confession

I was a little hesitant to put this up, but it’s probably the biggest ‘confession’ I have. I almost committed suicide in November of my senior year. I had a knife to my throat but was too scared to go through with it.

Dec 16th

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Dec 15th

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Jesus Fisting Christ

Bayside’s rendition of Angels We Have Heard On High is fucking amazing, and it completely getting me in the frame of mind for Christmas

Dec 15th

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Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life...

:D :( I’m bipolar, clearly

Dec 14th

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